Once again I have that feeling… that feeling that something greater than myself is going to happen. I usually have that feeling around Christmas with the Hope the season brings.
I’ve stumbled a bit this morning… I set my breakfast on the table and started scrolling through Facebook and I come across a post by CBC… https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/london/cervical-cancer-diagnosis-lhsc-london-study-1.5038907?fbclid=IwAR0Yex6tG8om9v9BMZBaMMQLlgFNh54gU-bbuwrLfvivknhi_C7z4qRwbzU
Read it, or don’t read it. The bottom line is it’s about how a woman in London, ON. had regular pap tests and then her doctor didn’t refer her for biopsy because he didn’t feel it was necessary. Now I realize the title of the article is a bit misleading in that it blames that pap test itself but, I believe, they are trying to sell the point that pap tests can be unreliable like most tests. The worst part is, they didn’t catch it in time, she’s been through treatment and was in remission but cancer has returned. She will never see her children grow up.
For those of you who know my history, you know that the article HAD to throw me! And it most certainly did! That’s the big picture that I have always talked about. I did what I did because I saw this occur time and time again with cancer patients.
So now I’m finding I’m once again at that point where I feel like I want to, need to am SUPPOSED TO burst forth and do SOMETHING but, as usual, I don’t know what that something is!
Is it something I’m supposed to write? Is it something I’m supposed to do? If it’s either of those things… can I get more of a hint? Perhaps just spell it out!
I’m a writer, I feel like I have written all I can but I’m also a nurse, a Life Coach, a teacher, a mom, a sister, a daughter… the list goes on, of course. But what. is. it.?
I don’t know. As much as I wish I did, I don’t know… or at least not yet.
So I will continue my writing and I will continue to write what comes to mind. Maybe something, just something, will suddenly occur to me!