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emotions, happiness, happy, heatwave, hurricane, melancholy, movies, sequels, storms, story, storylines, time, tornado, Writing
why did my computer restart yesterday and I was logged out of EVERYTHING? I’ve had to log back into sites that I haven’t logged into in, well, forever!
Okay, so now that that’s off my chest… it’s hot here! It has reached 30 degrees the last several days. I, personally, am loving it because I hate the cold and, frankly, you can’t have everything!
After everything I have gone through this year I think my wanting to be happy is the least I could ask for. Of course I’m not there yet. The specialist’s appointment is on October 11th. Just over 2 weeks away now.
I’ve been trying to write. I’m working on a “sequel” to a movie that I fell in love with many, many years ago. Of course I’m changing character names and the year and some of the storyline but it’s one of those movies I found on DVD and still watch almost 30 years later. It’s one of those movies where you always wonder what happened to them after that night because they’re so young and have their lives ahead of them.
It’s worth a shot anyway. Maybe it will be one of the many that will remain always and forever on my unpublished shelf but I will have satisfied my curiosity!
The storm at work has not settled either. I will bring news on that when I have it.
I really do feel like I’m in the eye of a tornado and I just keep swirling around and around sometimes even feeling sick. Up until just now I always felt I was on that ship that was tossed about in the midst of a hurricane. Maybe the tornado is a better comparison. I don’t really know.
Every emotion is jumbled with the next. Every time I want to move forward, I end up backing up. Every time I want some peace and quiet the storm gets louder.
I wonder if and when it will ever end. I have a wedding to go to next Saturday. That will instill a little hope, I hope.
After that, it’s Oktoberfest here and that always makes me melancholy as well. I think because I used to be out there. I used to love going and I haven’t been in such a long, long time. It’s like everything. Every good thing seems to come to an end.
