It has been an incredibly emotional week, not to mention a late one.
I know I talked about my meltdown from Wednesday, well today was only a bit better. Today I bid farewell to a doctor that I have loved to work with over the last five years or so. If we get a new boss, the chances of that person hiring a locum for a while is pretty slim.
I will keep in touch and, perhaps, down the road, I will have the opportunity to work with him again.
But so much has changed. I have already dealt with many losses personally this last month and a bit.
It has also been a week of new beginnings with my daughter attending college orientation, getting a car (heaven help us all–and by the way she’s in need of a job (or me a second job)) and, late evenings getting home. I just had supper so that speaks to what my evenings have been like. The cat doesn’t like it and neither do I.
But I need to take a few steps back. I need to be able to regroup and to find myself. I need to have earlier evenings, better sleep and the ability to laze away with my writing again whether I write or edit, it doesn’t matter at this point. So I’m not going to stay at the trailer this weekend. I’m going to come home and do that regrouping.
I am on vacation next week and I’m looking forward to just being at home. Just spending expanded time doing what I started this weekend.
I’m going to keep this one short today as I’m also getting a headache. It’s nearing bedtime and I’m exhausted.
Until tomorrow… probably close to the same time as I will be at the trailer and won’t get home until later.