I managed a visit this morning which was wonderful! I had to go to the chiropractor after that and he was going for yet another CT Scan. We are joking that he’s going to glow in the dark by the time it’s all done! Still no answers though which is even more frustrating and decreased communication because of vision issues that makes exchanging texts even more difficult.
And I still don’t know what to do… do you ever find that someone comes into your life or something happens that is definitely one of those that’s meant to be? Whether it’s a person to listen and help get you through or a request to do something… but I think when it comes to people it’s a case of being able to explain and them to understand that making changes to schedule and regular habits isn’t doing any good.
I have been on heat twice today to help reduce some of the back pain I’ve been feeling… keep it under control put it that way.
Anyway, I tried and I’m trying. I still lack answers, just lots of emotions. Yesterday was the only day I haven’t cried.
I’m taking a break from the editing… just have no desire to open it at the moment. It could be related or it could just be that I’ve read it so many times that I just need a break from it.
I think, my idea yesterday about heading to the trailer when it is free could be my saving grace!